On 17 May 2004 Anika was at home studying for a major mathematics assessment for the HSC to be held the next day. Anika left letters to her parents and friends apologising and explaining to them that she could not cope any more with the pressure of the HSC, along with an issue with a friend. Anika was a top HSC student at SCEGGS Darlinghurst. She won one of the major prizes in the state-wide Intel Science competition in 2002 (third), and her assessments in all subjects were running in the 90's. Anika had a close supportive family, including an older brother Tate and sister Danae. But Anika suffered from depression. She is no longer here.
Anika's Photos
The photo album is shared with people interested in the problem of youth depression because they show something that many of you may already know. Anika came from a happy family and was very comfortable in life.
Anika's Art
Anika was a highly creative girl, in both art and in science. But depression has little to do with intelligence and comfort in life. It just hits you. Depression hits so many people. And it can carry you away. We know so little about it.
Anika's Poems
Anika wrote dozens of poems about life and depression, and she also kept a secret diary of her life hidden away on her computer. Anika's father is writing a book about her life, jointly and posthumously with her. When the book is published, all revenues from it will go to the Anika Foundation to support research into depression in Australia.
Here is one of Anika's early poems from when she was 12 years old.
There are many different types
None of them are identical
Some die out
And some live on
Some flourish and bloom
Bright with colours
Others stay normal and plain
Many aren't recognised, and stay as buds -never come out
Some are pointed out and get great recognition
But all flowers have their chance to bloom
And only half of them do
- Anika Wignall
A few years later she wrote this one.
You take all of these cards
One for love
One for friends
One for truth
One for lies
One for school
One for work
One for play
One for sleeping
One for dreaming
One for anger
One for joy
One for sadness
And many more
And you start to build
And sometimes you bump a card
Accidentally, and it all falls down
Other times you get further
And some really interesting cards are used
Some people can build a really big house
And when they put their last card on
Their life’s work is done
Other people build little houses
And they don’t use many cards at all
We’re all building card houses
- Anika Wignall